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Calico

by xrose

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1.
Instrumental
2.
The Cameo 03:22
Goodnight monster under my bed My eyes are heavy lead Keeping you well fed Sweet dreams of lovers past Flying them at half-mast But thanks for visiting again Good morning peeking in Casting shadow bars like prison Press painfully on my lids Fast forward through my day Tonight I’ll fight my sleep again Watch me on the evening show Provoked by your cameo Goodnight monster under my bed My eyes are heavy lead Keeping you well fed And you bring me back to these familiar places The rooms are dimmer but no one here seems to notice Then I realize that I’m the one haunting these houses Watch me on the evening show Provoked by your cameo In my dreams Reminding me that you’re not just a small part, but the Star Apparition You live at the house at the end of the street Apparition You wonder the hall; you’re the new girl in school Invisible but I know you’re there Just waiting to scare Everyone who’s ever loved you
3.
Pendulum 03:16
Swing, swing from the pendulum In time I’ll slice you in half One side for each of mine to dine on If you saw it from my view And knew this push/tug on my stomach As I hang on against momentum My angles and devils They dance together I’m sorry you had to Witness their friendship I swear that I am doing much better I have been told my charisma is infected I stand inside of you We could give into this elation Would we venture out? Or would this end in hesitation? Your bullets were induced and then sprayed all about I stand outside of you To see what you cannot You show me how you bruise But you’re not as damaged as I thought Your bullets were induced and then sprayed all about I stand inside of you And put everything back as it once was We’ll introduce you again to the world inside out Your bullets were induced and then sprayed all about My angles and devils They dance together I’m sorry you had to Witness their friendship For seven years you’ve been attached I’m sorry you had to reach and scratch As I strike the match to burn these bridges
4.
Ballerina 03:51
Running away I couldn’t stay Couldn’t handle one more Hitting the wall at full speed With you I’m intrigued You’re dancing around Spinning the floor You arabesque out my door Dance like a ballerina You know just how beautiful You are so casual in my heart Am I in love? You’re not the one I’m thinking of Can you give me a second chance, To romance? This is between you and me Not his circle of friends You’re dancing around Spinning the floor You arabesque out my door Dance like a ballerina You know just how beautiful You are so casual in my heart I've been thinking about moving to Virginia What does your brother think of that? You’re my secret crush I guess I’ll just leave it at that
5.
Amorous 04:22
She slips on the ring like lingerie in a scandalous affair Oh, what big eyes you have Better to see me with Oh, the lust on your lips Loving you is dangerous You sense the beat of my heart You feel it palpitate Oh my trust on your lips You go in for the kill I want you still To devour me
6.
You know that I am unheard of Do your flies follow me? Know you’re the giant I took on You and your affiliation And then you question salvation Am I the real thing? A dereliction of my faith Did not live up to your expectations Where do we go from here, I’m naked Yes dear, I can hear you fake it And then I see you approaching With your super human strength You’re going to rescue everyone By telling them how much they’re wrong I’m a liar, I’m a thief A prostitute, a chief It must be such relief to finally rid of me Where do we go from here, I’m naked Yes dear, I can hear you fake it I wish you’d realize this is not my demise But I’m learning to synchronize my swimming
7.
Roxalinda 03:20
You see my love like a movie Where you directed the scenes We will capture the moment To relive on the screen You stare at me every second 24 frames at a time I have learned every lesson That I can memorize I had the squib close to my heart Pretend bullet meets the fake blood I felt the singe like a martyr Open my eyes, let’s go again ‘Cause I’m a heroine That no one will ever see No, it’s not your fault You’re gonna fall in love me I’ll keep it in a vault So no one will ever see No, it’s not your fault I am full of moxie You put us on a mix tape You hid me in the songs All you need is to press play Hear what we had all along Rewind to summon me But I’m wearing out… I hear your voice between magnets I love the noise from the speakers You know you are all I wanted When you play guitar, knees get weaker ‘Cause I’m a heroine That no one will ever see No, it’s not your fault You’re gonna fall in love me I’ll keep it in a vault So no one will ever see No, it’s not your fault I am full of moxie I neglect the feelings I get I eject the mangled cassette I pull it out Out from my chest Tangled feelings that I’m healing
8.
Evening sun, the sky is bleeding There’s a fire but still there is a breeze Your touch, it’s the same feeling I get with you when I’m at peace So calm, inspired love It passes understanding I am these breaths of light Peering through collided Branches at the top of trees She pushes up the moon Surrounded by navy blue Reminds me of a dark sweet entity And so we burn from all these horrors Simmering hurt This heated anger This heated passion This small frame holding too much to mention Make all the boys laugh Make all the boys cry This is your lead into their Momentary spot light Thank you for Twenty-One Your pulse-ring laugh I’m here on behalf of me And your addiction to coffee
9.
I sold my soul so they’d tell the truth “Have faith, my son,” when I asked for proof Subjected myself to their abuse They called it “love” and then pressed down on the bruise I need to back up a distance From that unforgiving sun I once absorbed your warmth And now you want to scorch everything in sight Please tell me this is not how it is That I just misunderstood There is still a seed in me that can overcome My bad and my good The more that I seek this closeness The more those devils resurface I tend to forgo forgiveness And these hurts are embedded in my chest I know the future in my memories I change the future in these daydreams I didn’t mean to vilify your screams Maybe your way of just reaching me Please tell me this is not how it is That I just misunderstood There is still a seed in me that can overcome My bad and my good Swung from the gallows Quick to pass judgment Slam down the gavel You gave my sentence Now let me live it down Cannot outrun that approaching sun Pull up a seat and just swing along With company who’ll invite the calm Enjoy the view to a final song And I will pretend To not be afraid …and wait for the end
10.
Jetpacks 04:29
I fell for this cute waitress Reminded me of a certain actress She took an interest One glance was her incision I met a waitress She looked like Marisa Tomei She was a temptress Tried to get me drunk to have her way I often reminisce “I could be married to this kiss” Is there a future for this? Yes, Yes, with Jetpacks You’re still the craving when I get out of bed You are the thought stuck in my head We’re beautiful like the living dead A thousand nights, and it’s time for bed again I met a waitress She looked like Marisa Tomei She was a temptress Tried to get me drunk to have her way I often reminisce “I could be married to this kiss” Is there a future for this? Yes, Yes, with Jetpacks You were the waitress I still see you as young today And if you break this I’ll throw all of the music away I often reminisce “I could be married to this kiss” I want a future for us with Jetpacks
11.
Calico 05:03
You’re made up of shades Patches of this and that Carry on the charade With scratches upon my back You break the skin After I let you in You trace my leg Lose you to the night again What is it you want? You say you don’t know What I could bestow I ask you to stay You say you must go (What I could bestow) You love me today But tomorrow you don’t know Your colors and shades like a calico I hear your meow And I ask you how You can purr-fect that growl Like a lioness on the prowl You’re in love with change And faces you do not know Your colors and shades like a calico Here you are October again Like violins the notes bend Sadness into beauty and a Sentiment I cannot comprehend Here you are fallen in sin Like violins the notes blend In the silence of chilled air All my emotions then rush in Here you are my fall friend These violins do extend Vulnerabilities in just one wind Sad is beautiful once again

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Sophomore album by xrose. It was written and recorded between June 2013 and June 2015.

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released June 19, 2015

All songs were written by Xavier Perez.
Synthesizer on Pendulum performed by Ariel Moreno.
Guest vocals on Roxalinda by Rosalinda Perez.
Guitar solo and additional vocals on Unforgiving Sun by Jecoa Ross.
Guitar solo on Jetpacks performed by Robert Solis.

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