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An Inner Voice

by xrose

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1.
Dismantled 03:50
It’s not that I deserve the Good But I have had enough of the Bad Since I’m going to thank you anyway What’s one more? They say that you give and you take But there’s just one blessing you can give me now Lest I make a mistake And miss out Create something to destroy Am I merely a toy dismantled in your room? Do you remember my name? I carry my shame I asked you to live here Is it uncomfortable; this place I’ve made With an acrid scent of fear I believed the aegis of your name Foolishly thought that you looked at her the same Will my heart ever match obedient praise? So I swallow what I really feel As if saying this out loud is what made it real Is she crashing birds into my path? Just to say hello
2.
Reflections 04:42
I have given you these good things I recognize those habits I love the stories you sing Let's sit and watch these movies Our fathers were the models Distance and disappointment Until I held my child And I learned what true love meant I know that smile It's brightened many days in my past I know that soul I swear that it's the same as my own I know that laugh And when your heart is downcast I've knelt there before You are never really alone It's darkened all the days ahead In everything reflected I know that smile It's brightened many days in my past I know that soul I swear that it's the same as my own I know that laugh And when your heart is downcast I've knelt there before You were never really alone I'll kneel there once more Please don't ever leave me alone It's darkened all the days ahead In everything reflected
3.
In this house where floors creak I can feel your whispers on my cheek You walk in, door hinges speak Will I catch a glimpse tonight? Thank the moon for gentle light Dilutes the shadow of me Himself he thought was Victory And at war he'd never fall So he fought so valiantly A sacrifice for all Then in the end Such a good friend Was lost for all time Inspires at a cost Amazing But Not
4.
The sadness that you feel today It's young and potent But my love you'll own it Discovering something new Same things from a taller view My love, you're growing into it You want your inner voice To hear back from the still-small one But I have no answers for this Your child faith used to strengthen mine When it should have been the other way around So God, please blame me for this You counted me down from ten Convinced me in my slumber Number by number you take me under You saw the world for what it really is Do not be part of its ugliness You promised me, you promised Hello, Mr. Burden I know you've had a long way And I've stood that ground before Tried to take your yesterday But the song you sing I sang or wrote With my heart in my stomach And my stomach in my throat Still bleeding Christ for an antidote So God, please blame me for this You promised me, you promised
5.
You raise me up Then you push me down The wave Heavy rhythmic sound Heard your siren call I have lost my way You breathe fog Then wreck my love and hate All over the place Ever since that day I wait here In this lighthouse I've made Please find me
6.
Supplication 03:33
Does my voice go higher than this ceiling? Just noise until my words have no feeling I am scuffed from all this kneeling Was it all the wrong I was revealing? If I really do not believe in Then why do I keep asking? A lot of us are here waiting To be paid some attention I see what it's like for a decent life But I do not like pushing aside I gave you praise in that place that was violent That did not prove my love You went silent Left this in the hands of men that lied I wait my turn Does that make me a fool? While others reach that healing pool And if my words ever make it through Please know that I tried I loved you, and I tried
7.
Ano hi Kara 03:35
for Selah

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released September 5, 2016

Dismantled, To You The Adolescent, & Supplication written by Xavier Perez

Reflections written by Robert Solis & Xavier Perez

Amazing But Not written by Selah Perez & Xavier Perez

Since That Day written by Ariel Moreno & Xavier Perez

Piano on Since That Day performed by Ariel Moreno

Piano intro on Supplication written & performed by Ariel Moreno

Ano hi Kara written & performed by Ariel Moreno

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